and when cassidy berates jesse for not rushing to undo sending arseface to hell. and also not saving him when he reveals he is a vampire from being bbqued by stepping into the sun. jesse lets it out that he is a coward that he finds himself as a priest unworthy till he got genisus inside him due to his past on preacher last. night . from not being able to get his dad to not send a young tulip to an orphanage. to also not saving his dad from death because he was still mad at him for tulip jesse shows he is a coward and thus the reason he did not reverse right away or go marching into hell to get eugene free even making up a story he shot his own face because he blew the brains out of a girl who rejected him a sucide pack. which means coming next for preacher trip to hell and devil deals.